They say that integrity is its own reward. They, whoever they are, couldn't be more right.
Because most times no one is going to reward you for it. Most people won't notice.
Business and entertainment can both be extremely cutthroat. People lying, backstabbing, or just being shady because they think it will get them ahead, give them an advantage, impress someone higher up or maybe just because it is the easier thing for them to do in that moment.
However, there are a handful of people that do notice. That do care. Sometimes they can help you. Sometimes they simply admire you for the person you are.
"But their admiration doesn't pay my bills..."
I know.
You know what their admiration does do? It drives them to be a better person. It creates an idea in their of doing right and being a good person. Perhaps it gives them the model they need in this screwy, sordid world. Maybe that idea keeps them out of trouble, Out of jail. Maybe it makes them a good husband, mother, caregiver, or just a better person that makes the world around them a better place in some way. Just like you did.
And all of those people who cheat, lie and steal to get what they want? They may achieve some amount of money or attention for it. But they had to darken their souls to do so. And they're always looking over their shoulder for whoever they screwed over to get their way. Or for anyone else that's shady, looking to get over on someone else, screw someone for a quick gain. You know, people like them.
You can look in the mirror with pride. You can sleep easy. Life is tough. Decisions aren't easy. But if you let a good heart guide you, you will never go wrong.
You may not ever see all the ways you've affected the world around you. For good or ill. But know that you have. Leave this world a little better than you found it.
